Thurs

I bought a shoe that goes with my dress.  black and gold. Ive learned in the past that I can't wear 3 inch heels anymore.  I'd like to be comfortable. So i bought a gold comfortable heels. and some make up stuff.

wed

I have viewed endless youtube videos... and I draw brows but my eyebrow looked like yo gabba gabba's eyebrow so thick near the nose.. I went out grocery shopping to see what reactions i will get .. My mom said draw thin not thick... So I came home and youtube once again. I found out to draw eyebrow with less hair. in my case it's the tail... i draw it more there so it looks more natural.

days before party work

Today Monday
I will shop and try on for a dress. Then if I have more time I will look for make up stuff

Tues
Learn to draw eyebrow

Wed
Learn to take out eye puff redness

Thurs
Look for a shoe

Fri
All ready just needs few make up stuff

Brain fog at worst

I'm 2 years out post chemo.  Yet I find myself very forgetful.  I write stuff down but if i don't see those notes pop up.  Then I won't know.  Last sept 2019, I took a Spanish class to make sure that I can retain things.  And I did, I got an A.  It was hard trying to convince myself not forget those new words and how they work in a sentence.  With this experience I thought my brain is fine back to normal.  But recently 4 days ago, my mom told me to put the clothes in the dryer when it's done in the washer.  I said yes, how hard can it be.  It should be done in 1 hr.  I could hear her going down the stairs and I just remembered that I forgot to do it.  Option 1, race to the dryer before she gets down or Option 2, get frustrated that I forgot again and stay where I'm at.  Well, I picked option 2 and I got a lecture on how I'm irresponsible.  That hit a nerve but I just brushed it off.
Then yesterday another incident, I had earphones laying on the ground.  My husband walked by it and said "what are your earphones doing here".  I replied it must've fallen off from my laptop.  He told me to pick it up.  I said OK, in my head I'll pick it up when I get up.  Well, I walked by probably 2 or 3 times, that's what he said and I didn't pick it up.  He got frustrated and said was I just doing it out of spite not picking it up.  I don't want to blame it on my brain but I really did it forget.  Like it just fell off the list in my brain that I needed to do.  I don't know i just got so defensive of this flaw of mine.  It sucks I didn't intend it to forget but I did.  I don't know what to do, sometimes my brain is ok sometimes it's not.  How do i make sure I won't forget this short term things to do. Very frustrated at times.  Some of my friends and cousins say they're forgetful too but mine is kind of worst or maybe it's the same. I don't know how can my forgetfulness not the same but they do better at it.  I think I can overcome this if word hard as much as remembering...