On the way to the appnt. I feel anxious knowing that there is an intent of cutting a piece out on my boob. In the car I feel my tummy turn upside down. I have taken propanolol and my hr is at 89.
I've been waiting for a bit and my tummy doesn't feel ok. I have nerves made out of eggs.
Now im in the room and finally a familiar face came in. I'm so happy to see her it's the P>S's asst Np. She poked at it and said that it's so tiny. She took a picture and another person came in to take a look. She is preparing a bag for me. Cut a little piece of this yellow cloth in half then try and poke it inside s it will heal from the inside. Looks like we got it covered and don't need to see the dr. We have a plan and said to see her again next week. So relieved that I didn't need to be cut open. I got out of there and now waiting for my ride.
